Hmmmm its been a couple weeks since i last updated. Not much to say on this end. I hate Korea...i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it! Anymore? I seriously do. I'm just glad that i'm only gonna be here for 2 years...2 years too long...but seriously shit. OMG i think i'm gonna turn into a hermit. Aka staying in my house all day doing whatever.

I seriously feel good being a loner here. I don't have to worry about other people or drama. I mean for the few people and i mean few people i've hung out with i guess its alright. But its just not the same. Its seriously not cool to pull me away from a place where i had so much to lose. Where i left my heart...It hurts everytime i'm reminded of it. I guess you don't appreciate something until you lose it.

Hmmmm. Yea. I think i'm going downhill. One more thing may send me overboard. No but i'm alright really! Thats how i used to feel. To me when i got here i was mad at the government. Its like they ripped me away from the life i started over from everything i held dear. Ya know? But now that i think of it. It was the government that gave me that chance to have something dear. To have the people i met and continue to care about. To actually fall in love. It was because the of the government. So much has happened and yet i still don't feel any less for someone. I feel like although i'm far away that when i see her again...things will have made sense with whatever happens.  

Its like the song "Where'd You go?" by Fort Minor  i think the lyrics go something like this, "Where'd You go? I miss you so. Seems like its been forever that you've been gone. Please come back home" I know there is someone who wants me back there at least one person. And to tell you the truth I want to be there so bad it hurts. Understand something if you do end up reading this. No one is gonna care for you like i did girl Do you understand that girl? You've made me, when i was down you were there. keep me close and never let me go and i'll love you girl. You're my reason to keep going on in life, to keep my head up high. To breathe again girl. YO YO YO love me and i'll be there. (my attempt at some type of song/whatever)

Haha see she inspires me in a weird corny way. People Keep your loved ones close. Don't give up and have no regrets and live for a better tomorrow. She's my tomorrow hah. Peace out

The Hip/Hop/Rocker/Ska/Whatever other music genre there is out there. Panda. 

Hey peeps. Current Location in Korea...STILL...man i really am starting to hate living in the lodge.

I finally had my first day of school...yesterday. It was alright i guess. Started my day with something like website development/mgt...i had a sub so i still don't know wth the class is about. The next class was Chemistry... He seems to be an alright teacher. I had to a lab which was pretty easy. I had to stay there for seminar too! oh by the seminar is before lunch and school starts at 7:55am. Big change i guess

I chose to eat by myself didn't really feel like searching for someone to eat with. Took a small nap and e-mailed...Went back to the school for Choir. I'm the 5th guy in that class. WTH. Only 5 guys...i miss choir back in zama at least i didn't have to sing sometimes. Now i have to...damn. AND SINGING TESTS! wtc is that?! oh well i guess it works.

I'm missing Japan hardcore right now. Korea is alright but my "family" is back in Japan. Er...uhm...don't know what else to say. Only thing thats been keeping me going is phone calls, e-mails, msn messenger and my guitar. Man Well alright i miss everyone seeya in a bit i guess.

-James